God is in the habit of creating beauty out of our screw-ups, mistakes in failures. Through faith we are being transformed into new creations, becoming more and more like Jesus. When you are tempted to despair, know that you are loved by the King of Kings. Know that He loves you as you are, but also He loves you too much to leave you that way. He will make beautiful things out of the dust of your life when you surrender to His will.